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Abeg, Who Breast Ironing Epp?
Read Carine's story:
"Mama, why are you
roasting the pestle?" because that was exactly what I thought she was
doing.
"Ahan, your daughter
is becoming a woman o!" Uncle smiled at Papa as he remarked, not averting
his gaze from my chest.
"How old are you
now, Carine?" he asked me.
"I am eleven years
old, Uncle" I replied smiling back.
As I set a bowl of water
beside him, I noticed he was still studying me while Mama placed a tray of food
before him and Papa.
Then, he dipped his hand
into his left pocket and brought out a squeezed colored paper and thrust it
into my palm.
I opened my palm and saw
he had given me One Thousand Naira.
"Ah Uncle, thank
you!" I said and immediately went on my knees as was the custom.
I thought Mama would be proud and smile at Uncle. Instead, she was
rigid. I looked at Papa, his eyes were expressionless but fixed on Mama. I was
confused. I thanked Uncle again and followed Mama who had started walking
hurriedly into the house
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Mama spoke not a word as
she sat by the fireplace. I could tell she was crying but I didn't know the
reason.
"Carine, bring me
the pestle!" Mama instructed me in a voice choked with tears.
"Mama, why are you
crying?" tears welled up in my own eyes as I sat on the stool beside her,
my arm around her shoulder. She just turned away from me and quickly wiped her
eyes with the back of her palms.
"Get me the
pestle!" Mama commanded this time though she failed in her attempt to hide
the pain in her voice. I obeyed.
Something nagged at me.
The house had suddenly gone cold since Uncle's visit. I watched Mama place the
pestle on the fire she had made. Something wasn't right.
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"Child! You will ask
your mother no more silly questions!" Someone replied from behind. I
turned to look at my grandmother, her eyes as cold as her voice.
"I wonder what your
stubbornness will get you! You act as though our customs and traditions are
evil! You are the evil one!" Grandma spat those words at Mama. I shuddered
at her bitterness.
Mama's back wordlessly
replied Grandma though she was rattled by her presence. Grandma wasn't moved by
her silence. She spilled out more...
"Is it until she
births a child at this age and I become a laughing stock that you will do the
needful? You are an unrepentant bastard! If you won't do it, I will do it
myself! I wouldn't let you drag my honorable name in the mud..."
"Carine, remove your
cloth and lie down on the mat! You are too young to be a woman!" Mama
shouted as she rose with the now-red pestle. I obeyed out of fear as Grandma
knelt beside me and held my hands to the mat.
Mama approached me with the pestle in her hand. I did not understand
what my mother wanted to do until she also knelt beside me, held my neck with
her free hand and forcefully pressed the pestle on the little swellings on my
chest.
***Originally written by Tolu
Akinsola
P.S. Cheers to the weekend, folks!
What? who does that?! I'm angry on Carine's behalf!
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